dissapointed

Hello felas :')
how about your life today?isnt good?

This is May and of course I'm still joblessness . After finished National Exam my day felt so bored . Day by day just nothing a wonderful activity I did . I'm just woke up in the morning, take a bath, eaten, watched TV, go to Ganesha Operation, played with mybesties, went to the mall its means so bad things to me .

Until now i'm not yet got an University . I'm feel so sad guys -..- . I'm jealous to my friends who already got an favourite University that they wanted .

I'm failed to got an abroad scholarship in Malaysia guys >,< . But actually i'm already prepared all necessary to go there . Why i'm failed it?because my National Exam grade not yet got level 8 ! I'm just got 7,5 . At 26th April its a day which is wait by student grade 3 . Because its a day National exam announcement . My school given an announcement via post . I'm waiting until 9 o'clock a postman in front of my house,fiuh finally he came and the gave a Letter of pass . The next day I went to school to meet Bu Tini . I want to know my grade . At the first we didnt know our grade . But i went to Pak zay office and asked my grade . He said what for i asked my grade . And i answered i wanted to get abroad scholarship if i got level 8 . ''you're score not yet level 8 put, just 7,5 . Don't be sad, you must tried an university in here firstly'' . Oh god i felt fainted , I texted my daddy and the he called me to know what happened . I told all to him, i'm said so sorry to him cause i'm failed to got it . He not angry with me, but i know deep in his soul he felt dissapointed .

I told to my friend that i'm failed to got abroad scholarship and then they all tried to cheers up me . I'm just smile but truly i'm felt so dissapointed why i not yet got a good score :(

And now i'm waiting for SIMAK UI . I Hope i can get one chair at UI . I want to make my parents proud of me . I choosed a FKM,nutrient faculty,bioproses tehnology and fisioterapi (for vokasi) . I hope i can get one from 4 choise . Pray for 15 May, that i'm selected a mahasiswi of UI . Amiiiiin !!

Now, from Sunday until Friday i went to GO to intensif SNMPTN . I hope i can accepted in IPB and Unpad by SNMPTN lane . Wish me luck guys ^.^

many stories i wanted to told you'll guys but i cant speak an English very well hohoho :)

with love,
Putri